About me

“Remember who you are”

These words were given to me at a time in my life when I felt like I had my back against the wall.

My body could hardly cope anymore. Doctors had no options or treatment. And I didn’t know how to go on either.

In the silence of the night, when I couldn’t sleep, my guides gave me that sentence, which I have never forgotten.

Behind the words, I felt so much love and compassion, but their meaning was a task. I had to stop searching outside myself and start doing my inner work.

After that, my spiritual channels opened further and I saw images of my guides around me, rainbow-colored light flowing through my body, and they let me hear the melody of the last verse of the song “Bridge over Troubled Water” van Simon & Garfunkel.

Sail on silvergirl, sail on by
Your time has come to shine,
all your dreams are on their way
See how they shine, Oh if you need a friend
I’m sailing right behind

Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind
Like a bridge over troubled water,
I will ease your mind.
I’ll ease your mind

I was so moved and have never felt as safe as I did that night. That night, I knew one thing for sure: it was no longer just about healing a condition that has no medical treatment, but above all about connecting with myself and with what my soul is here to do.

Since then, these words have formed the core of everything I live and pass on. 

Living between two worlds

I live with a constant connection to the spiritual world.
It has always been that way, but what is so natural to me turned out not to be so for others.

In the past, it mainly felt like a burden to me. It was only later that I learned that this connection is actually my greatest gift.

The messages I receive, the conversations with and the constant presence of my guides, form a compass in my daily life. I can ask them for advice on anything.

At the same time, I have both feet firmly on the ground. I like an honest, down-to-earth, and straightforward approach. I believe that we are not here to float in the ether, but that we are here to create something, to help others. To bring heaven to earth, not to flee the earth for heaven.

For me, an approach that was mainly focused on light and love and on the positive never felt complete. It didn’t get me anywhere. It was only when I took responsibility for what was dark within me and began to embody the light, by taking appropriate action, that I was able to reveal my true self more and more and help others.

My background as a lawyer taught me to ask questions, bring structure, and distinguish between noise and what really matters.
And my body taught me to not only feel everything I receive, but also to embody it.

So I live between two worlds, and that also determines how I work.

A different perspective on my life

After this special night, with the help of my guides, I began to see that there is another path to healing. Not by focusing on the physical body, but by healing from within, through the power of the soul.

I learned that the soul contains the information that guides our health, relationships, choices, energy, and life path. By working with this inner information, real change can occur.

This insight developed step by step, through listening, through experience, through trial and error. What once felt like a dead end turned out to have a side path. One that took me off the beaten track, but closer to my essence.

During that same period, I read the words of Ralph Waldo Emerson:

“Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail,”  

That resonated so deeply with me that these words became my guiding principle.

It was only later that it became clear what this choice really set in motion.

The special help of Guan Yin and other guides

During the most difficult period of my life, I received a lot of guidance from Guan Yin, the Bodhisattva of Compassion.

Her presence felt gentle and loving, but at the same time very powerful and protective. She helped me through everything.

Over time, my connection with her grew stronger and stronger. In 2015, I was accepted into her lineage. Since then, I have been able to pass on her qualities in my work: compassion, willpower, purity, and wisdom focused on healing, transformation, and inner growth.

Besides Guan Yin, there are other guides who assist me. They each work from their own dharma and vibration and each pass on their specific skills in their own way.

I see myself as the one who receives, listens, and translates.

Access to the Akashic Records

Yan Wang Ye is also part of my team of guides. He is the guardian of the Akashic Records.

Thanks to him, I receive in-depth information from the Akashic Records. These records contain information about the soul, about this life and previous lives, about patterns, contracts, blockages, and possibilities.

This information revealed what was previously hidden and where opportunities for change lay. All of this has radically changed my quality of life.

When I tune in, I do not receive general insights, but personal answers to current questions and problems. Precisely tailored to what someone is ready to receive at that moment.

When I pass on this wisdom and people feel the love and healing power behind those words, many are moved. I have now given hundreds of personal and group sessions, and no two sessions or channeled messages are the same.

But what they all bring is a message that helps you move forward, and that is what matters. Because I know all too well how it feels when everything seems hopeless. I was so grateful for their help, but I feel even more grateful that I can pass on their help.

Even if this means that it is not the answer someone is hoping for. But it comes as it comes, and even those answers show a way forward.

For me, words set things in motion.

What always strikes me most is that the messages conveyed strike exactly the right chord and often provide information that I hadn’t even thought of myself.

Words and truth have always been very important to me. And also the information that is not spoken, but can be felt between the words. It is not for no reason that I was trained as a lawyer and worked in the criminal justice system for years.

I have always had difficulty with anything that is not real. With theater. With escaping from life. With outward appearances that do not feel authentic.

My soul longs for authenticity, even when it is confrontational. In fact, especially then, because only the truth really takes you further.

I think that is why I have such a fondness for inner work. Deep down, we all carry the Tao, the Source, within us. And in the Tao, the Source, lies the truth.

To get back to that, it is necessary to peel away all the layers that have come between us and that truth. And that is exactly where the conversations, through channeling or written words, with my guides help. It is something I really could not do without anymore.

The soul world has brought me closer and closer to my true self and shown me a path.
What this path has taught me above all is the importance of profound spiritual wisdom. Not superficial knowledge, but unshakeable wisdom. The wisdom that brings insight and helps you move forward. It is that wisdom that was needed to make different choices in my life, to open my spiritual channels, and to realign my life with what my soul is here to do.

It is my joy to let everything I have discovered on that path be a guide for others, so that everyone who is ready for it can increasingly embody their true self.

Love,
Barbara
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