My Story

For those who don’t know me and wonder who I am and why I do what I do, I happily write this short introduction.

For as far back as I can remember I noticed that I experienced life


than the people around me. But I adjusted myself to society,  unaware of the gift I had. All I knew was that I was very sensitive, and that I wanted to help people. What I didn’t know was how to do that. I knew I didn’t want to become a medical doctor, so after seeking some advice, I decided to study law. I decided I wanted to become a Juvenile Judge, so I could help children in need. But then, when I was 19 years old, I got very ill, and those plans were completely turned over. The medical doctors couldn’t give me a proper diagnose.  They sent me home to rest and no matter what I tried, nothing helped to feel better. After 3 months with no improvement, I  wanted to do something, so I went back to the university to continue my studies. But it wasn’t easy. I didn’t feel good at all.  I lived on willpower. Intuitively I knew something was really wrong with my liver, but the doctors didn’t believe me. That was the start of a battle which would continue for many, many years. According to the doctors it was all in my mind. I just had to live my life and enjoy it. I was a young woman and I had my whole life ahead of me.  Since staying at home wasn’t a solution, for someone like me who had always been very active, I tried the best I could to live, to study,  to have a normal life. But it got more difficult along the way. After I obtained my law degree, I started my work at the court of justice. What seemed to be so easy for my colleagues, turned out to be a nightmare for me. To work all day with criminals and addicted persons was nearly impossible for me. I felt so tense and sick whenever I was near them, and their eyes haunted my sleep. I really thought something was wrong with me, because I didn’t understood what was going on, and what the cause of these symptoms was. My illness progressed, my liver was in more trouble,  and it became more and more of a struggle to live a normal life with each passing day.  

In January 2004 I collapsed, and realized that it would be totally crazy to go on like this.  What I thought a week of solid rest would resolve, turned out to be the beginning of a 5 year confinement to bed. The functions of many internal organs declined step by step. I became over-sensitive to light and sound, my photographic memory completely disappeared, and I could hardly memorize anything. Every movement I made, every step I took felt like I had been running a marathon. 

I don’t know anymore how many doctors and therapists I visited, but all the medical treatments I tried were without permanent results. I knew I was dying and one day, my doctor said, that if nothing changed, I would not live too much longer. 

That was the moment that I realized the medical doctors couldn’t help me and, that if I wanted to survive, I had to do something myself. I had to become my own doctor. So I started to search for information on the internet. I had no idea where to start, and then one day, when I was so weak I was unable to help myself up in the bathroom for more than two hours, a feeling of desperation and total despair overtook me. I looked up and asked if there was anybody out there who could see or hear me, to please help me.
That was the moment my spiritual channels were opened further. I saw my own soul coming back inside my body, and I heard a voice. I had no idea what was happening to me at that moment, no one in my family or neighborhood had these kind of abilities, so I was not familiar with it, and in the beginning I thought the medical doctors were right after all, that I had lost my mind completely and had started to see and hear things.

But what did I have to lose? If I didn’t do anything I would die. If I followed the directions that the voice was giving me on how to heal myself, maybe I had a chance. So I decided to follow the guidance. That is how they guided me to eat the right food for me, to take the appropriate medicine, to visit the right doctors for me, who finally could help me,  and who believed my story. That is how I met a doctor who was willing to do a specific test for my liver, and finally it was proven that my liver didn’t detoxify properly, so all the toxins were stored in my body, my organs, my cells, my brain, my nervous system, with all the resultant symptoms. A long period of purification started, but it was slowly changing my situation. After all those years of being inside my house I was able to go outside once a week, I could make my own meals and I was able to move in a better way inside my house. I was on the right track.

In 2009 I bought myself a DSRL camera, because I needed to walk and train my muscles. However,  I probably had to stop every few meters, and I didn’t want people asking me if I was alright. So I thought that if I brought a camera with me, people wouldn’t ask me why I stopped all the time, and in this way I could slowly train my body. But after only one day with my camera in nature, the situation was already the other way around. I didn’t take my camera with me because I needed to do the physical training, it was the camera, and my wish to photograph which forced my legs to walk. Photography gave me so much energy and joy, that it became the best therapy for me.

Then my spiritual guides sent me to Dr. and Master Zhi Gang Sha.

In July 2010 I received an email, with a description of the event with Dr. and Master Sha in the Netherlands, which would be held in October 2010. But it was 2 hours away from my house and I couldn’t travel so long at that time. Nevertheless, I received the message I had to go to the event, but because I had no idea how to get there, I initially ignored the message. Three months later, I received another email with a reminder that the event of Dr. and Master Sha would take place in a few days. Again I received the message that I had to go, so I had no choice. I had no idea who Dr. and Master Zhi Gang Sha was, or what this man could do for me, but I had learned to trust my guides completely, so I knew I really had to go to that event. So I asked my guides for the strength I needed to get there and went to the event.

While I was sitting in the audience, waiting for the event to start, my guides told me that my search for health after those 17 years was over and that I needed to become a student of Dr. and Master Sha. I was totally overwhelmed and surprised by this message.  Even before the evening had started,  I really became curious about what was going to happen.   But as soon as master Sha started to teach my mouth dropped open.
All the information and guidance I had received from my spiritual guides in those previous years, was included in the teachings of Master Sha, but he also gave me the missing links and the information I was still looking for.  Now I truly understood why it was important to become a student, and  I wanted to find out how to become a student.
During the break I was so lucky to meet David Lusch, one of the top teachers and worldwide representatives of Dr. and Master Sha. Because of my very serious condition, he recommended that I attend the Soul Healing Evening the next day, during which event Master Sha would offer healings to the people in the audience. I slightly panicked because of the idea that I had to go back again the next day, but my guides immediately told me that I really had to go, so I said to him that I would come back the next day.
It truly was a miracle to me that I had the strength to go back again the next day. But as soon as the evening started I seriously got ill. I received the message that this was the way for me to have a personal conversation with Dr. and Master Sha, and that I had to be patient. So I waited patiently to see  what was going to happen.
At the end of the evening I indeed had the opportunity to meet and talk with Master Sha. All that I had found out about my health in the previous years, was confirmed by Master Sha, and he gave me a lot of new insights and information. He explained to me why everything had happened to me, what he could do for me and even more importantly, how I could heal myself and help others. I finally had found what I was searching for all my life. A very intensive period of time of self-healing, study and development of my skills then began, under his direction. It was not easy, yet it was the most beautiful time of my life.  I finally understood who I was, what gifts I was blessed with, what I had to offer to others and how I could develop my skills.

The gifts I have were no longer a burden, but rather the greatest blessings and the most important treasures I have. The soul healing techniques of Dr. and Master Sha were the solution to all my physical, emotional, mental and spiritual blockages, and those techniques helped me in every aspect of my life. Step by step I started to heal, got control of my life again and a whole new world opened. The world of being connected to Heaven, of having an open third eye, an open direct knowing channel and an open direct soul communication channel. All the questions I had were being answered on deeper levels, one by one.

I learned how to heal myself, how I could develop myself and how I would be able to help others in need. I learned how to use my spiritual channels and how to communicate with the soul world in a better way. I learned how to offer healing blessings to others and how I can become a channel for the Divine. After 2 years of study and practice and after being blessed by Dr. and Master Sha multiple times, I was able to achieve a significant change in my life and my health condition.

This was what I had dreamt of for so long. This was what the medical doctors couldn’t help me with, to give me back my health. This is what was brought to me by Dr. and Master Sha and his unique soul healing techniques. And it brought me so much more. My life has totally changed. The life of my loved ones totally changed. And I am able to help others in a way that I could not have ever imagined. What I wanted to do when I was a child, helping others, but what I had no idea of how to do that, has become reality in a very extraordinary way. My life had changed in a way that is beyond comprehension.

The abilities, wisdom, knowledge and experiences I have, is something I would like to share with others, who are facing difficulties in their lives.

Soul healing can help you to transform your health, relationships, finances, intelligence and all aspects of your life. It is so simple, yet so profound. To open your spiritual channels is possible for many people if you learn how to do it. Anyone can learn how to communicate with your spiritual guides and the souls in Heaven. Every newborn baby has the ability to communicate and to see the soul world. As we grow older, many human beings lose the ability, but you can learn to communicate and to receive the messages of the soul world again. You can learn how to heal yourself and transform all aspects of your life. I can teach you how to use these soul healing techniques. Sometimes there is result right away, sometimes it takes more time and discipline.

It is not my intention to make you dependent on me. It is my intention to teach you how you can help yourself, how you can transform your life and how you can dissolve the blockages which you experience in your life. I can teach you how to bring more light and happiness into your life by using these simple techniques. Besides teaching you how you can help yourself, I can support your process by offering Divine Soul Healing Blessings, to help you move forward in a faster way.

I have been a certified Tao Hands Practitioner since December 15, 2011, have been certified as a Divine Soul Healing Teacher and Healer on october 19, 2014 and I am now in the training program to become a Divine Channel and Worldwide Representative of Dr. and Master Zhi Gang Sha. There are only 400 people in this training worldwide and I am very grateful and honored to be one of them. During this training I receive intensive training and deep teachings to develop my skills so I can serve others in a better way to become happier and healthier. 

Because of this intensive training my wisdom, knowledge and skills will always be up to date and develop further.

If you would like to know more about soul healing or if you are looking for a very effective way to transform your life, I invite you to read the information on my website or to contact me. I didn’t receive my gifts only for myself. I received these gifts to serve others. It is my honor and pleasure to serve all those who ask me for my help.
You will also find more information on my Blog: My Soul Healing Miracle Journey to the Purest Light: About Hope, Healing of my Chronic and Life-threatening Condition and Happiness.